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Nights Like TheseIs there any way out of this quagmire?Or would it be best to just set it afire.I smile, pretend I'm fine,Keep it bottled up inside.Innocence was stolen, gone in a flashGuilt fell like a bucket of hot ash.Violated estate, left in disgraceA slave of shame has taken my place.Looking into a mirror, disgusted by what I see,Staring at a reflection I wish no longer beHow do I cleanse myself of me?Rid this disgusting shell and be free.All of my pain, all of my tears,why did I let this happen for years?Shouting and screaming up to the stars,I lay in the dark, hiding the scarsthe tears soaking my shirtWhy do I have to go through all this hurt?Nights like these I wish it would rainCover up the shame and wash away the stains.
DefeatedI sit here in a puddle of tearsNightmares and thoughts replay of my inner pain and fearsUnheard silent screams and pleasEven tho I should be at easeHis shadow lingers in my bedWhen many years he's been deadDrowing in a sea of despairDragged beneath by its undertoeBy burdens I cannot shareNo one must ever knowThe waves toss me to and froDarkness closingBeneath a quilt of filthAll encompassingI scream out from the midstSeeking a reason, an answer to ‘why’In defeat I raise a fistLiving as a shell just to get byCan my shattered pieces be put back together again?Coming of dawn breaksTime to put on my mask and fake