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The Ugliness Inside
I am the 'good girl', at least I try
So you dont know the ugliness inside
How I pretend and deny,
Try to throw those feelings and thoughts aside
Hopeless, alone, and terrified-
terrified you will see thru the lie.
This is so unfair
Your violations I must bare
I was just a girl
When into chaos I was hurled
By a betrayal of the most intimate kind.
What in a girl did your desires hope to find?
No matter how much I scrub the fiend
I just cant seam to get clean
In shame I must hide
so no one knows the ugliness inside.
God you seam so far away
Because you see the truth each day
I am not the good girl I pretend
That is why guilt and shame is still my ‘friend’
Jesus you came,
even in spite of my filth and shame,
Tears I cry as I hear you say:
"Look not at what you have done or what has been done to you
but at what I have done-
You were naked and exposed
but I have clothed you with royal robes.
You were far off, life of darkness and fear
but I have brought you near.
You were unclean
Vanguard, Chapter 1: DuncanDuncan's Journal: Day 1288
I consider myself a good man. I respect women, elders, my equals, and the dead. I say a morning prayer, and an evening one. Hell, I even thank the gods for a meal, instead of immediately chowing down in the voracious manner as the other soldiers here do. By all logical means, I should be in paradise. No really, not just because I'm a good man, but also because I should be dead by now. So I ask myself: why, oh gods up there, have I ended up in hell?
1288 days. 1288 days of my life have been spent in this misery, and I'm beginning to lose faith in the glory I was promised. Some of the rookies still live in their ignorant bliss, but I've lived long enough to realize that there's not much glory to find here. “Sing the songs of glory and march into battle—-join The Crusade today!”. Such were the words of the posters The Crusade has spread all over The Mortal Realm. Gullible fools practically stand in line for these songs of glory that th
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